Fucking hate being told I ‘deserve better’. That’s such a stupid typical thing for friends to say to someone just because it’s apparently meant to make you feel better. I’m proper opinionated and shit so this might be why but it just annoys me to no end. No one ‘deserves’ anything in life and no one is ‘better’ than anyone else.
I’m not even in that shit a mood, it’s just horrible having to accept something that you really didn’t want to admit to yourself was true. It hasn’t even really surprised me, it’s just not a nice feeling. Yesterday two friends had a really great chat with me and really surprised me which was nice and I owe them a massive thank you. Also tomorrow we’re going for a pub lunch which is cool. I want to keep busy with friends and shit as much as possible and avoid being on my own as much as I can because that’s when I feel really low.
Hate to sound so over dramatic and crap but this year has honestly been the worst year of my life and I don’t see it improving.
Proper annoys me when people have ignorant status complaining that someone trying to/who has committed suicide means they have to wait for the next train. Sorry but someone being so desperate to not be alive anymore should put your life into perspective enough to realise that having to wait twenty minutes at the station is definitely not the end of the world.
If I had money I would definitely buy this for my Leavers Ball dress.
I don’t understand people who have a favourite song, yet know no other songs by that singer/band.
Realising you have to pull an all nighter to get all your art finished is shit when all you’ve wanted to do all day is curl up in bed and cry because you’re a pathetic excuse of a human being.
